Turn of the Century Portrait
ALAN SOLDOFSKY
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Published in Rattle – Issue 22, Vol 10. Number 2 – Winter 2004

 

After he was laid off, he stood in the heat,
listening to the arguments of afternoon.
Around him, cars nosed into their stalls.
He noticed a blister between his thumb

 

and forefinger, a broken whitish flap
of skin, no one to complain to but the wind.
So he spoke to no one in his gnarled accent,
the car radio abrading his brow

 

and sat hunched, hands on the wheel
of the '81 Cutlass, speedometer stuck at 60,
before turning the key, hearing
the cylinders fire their fat familiar bursts,

 

that brilliant hollow-throated thrum,
rattling down his arms' ulnar nerves.
A wrecked alphabet affixed to the driver's side
corner of the windshield, decals peeling off

 

sun-seared glass, a smell like bacon left out
all day in the pan, an incipient rancidness,
a metallic tang of blood pooled
behind his tongue, eyes suddenly stung

 

by salt dripping off his forehead. The surge
bringing down its full weight upon him,
knowing what a piece of shit all this is,
and what the hell is he going to do about it.


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